To me you were everything I ever asked for

To my friends you were everything I didn’t need

 

At first I kept you a secret

In my eyes you were too good to be with me

 

I didn’t want to let down my defenses

Knowing you had bad intentions and horrible friends

Only leading to bad consequences

 

I thought you were different

I really did, I felt it this time but you just didn’t

 

You were filled with awkward conversations and disappointments

 

Should have had low expectations

 

Seeing you with her

But telling me “I’m the only one”

 

You can say what you want but I won’t believe it

I can now see right through you

You knew better but refuse to do better

 

Our relationship was nothing but unsafe and sound

 

I poured my heart out to you

Gave you my time and effort

In the end I was not enough

 

At first I was broken

Shattered into pieces

Slowly understanding the reasons

As to why it would never work

 

So many signs that he’s not just mine

So many signs that i’m still sharing what’s mine

No one told me it would be like this

 

If he doesn’t put in effort why should you

It’s okay to be sad

It’s okay to cry

Loving can hurt

In the end I never needed him

 

You might never hear this but

 

From the bottom of my heart

I wish you nothing but the best

I wish you happiness and success

Deep down you’re a great person

I’ll never find someone like you

But I guess that’s the whole point